God I miss them

1 Year ago yesterday my friends Chris and Nathan were taken from us in a horrific car accident. Chris was, in a round about way, my cousin and whilst we were at school one of my best friends. Nathan was simply an aquaintence of mine, I sat with him on the bus to school.

My mum married Chris' uncle and thus we became cousins and our friendship was rekindled somewhat. It hurts me to think that I am not going to see these people ever again, such kind, friendly, wonderful people.

I thought a year on things would be better but yesterday at work I was a complete mess, unsettled and restless. I did work and I worked hard but I needed to get out and do something, it felt like working wasn't enough. Any day I or any of my other friend's could die in a car accident and I'm stuck doing fucking sales when I could be meeting new people, catching up with old friends and handing out with new ones.

I'm such a stupidly restless person, I need to be out doing things, not stuck in a FREEZING cold office all day, every day. I need brightness, creativity, colour, WARMTH. (Seriously I work in the coldest office ever) .

Anyways, this is for Chris and Nathan, everyone misses you dearly. I love you both and wish you were both still here, you make the world a better place to be in.

And on a happier note: A bunny, because bunnies make me happy. Sorry for the depressing post.
<3

New Tat!

No pictures yet but I just got my star tattoo extended. three new stars, one black, one outline and one ORANGE!

And all the while listening to some ace music including T-REX!!!
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Am I violent?

Next door have had a baby. Cute ikkle baby.

No. Seriously, everytime I sit down to relax and watch some TV or do some work all I can hear is "waaaahhhh!!!" and it's seriously starting to do my nut in.

*looks for shot gun*

I will have peace and quiet very soon.

What I am loving too much right now.

Life On Mars.

I've always been a fan ever since a roleplay partner of mine, and now good friend, Drifty told me about the show. We were roleplaying Torchwood some nice slash Ianto/Jack, she was always talking about Life on Mars and how it was fabulous so I decided to watch it. For a serious show that is, in some parts, full of angst it is hilarious.

The plot is fabulous, the characters are amazingly loveable (see post below *loves Gene Hunt*). I'm not going to go into the plot because I want you to watch it, love it and write about it. You will especially love it if you grew up in the 70's as that is when it is based this means 70's music! Even as a 19 year old this is a dream come true as my musical tastes revolve heavily around 70's rock music.

Named after the David Bowie song 'Life on Mars' which is one of my favourite songs and features in the show. Brilliant song, now stirs up in me all sorts of amazing emotions to do with the show as does the song 'Live and Let Die' gives me goose bumps.

Anyways this is basically a rant to tell you all how wonderful this show is. The hilarity for a drama show is amazing, there have been some times when I've had to stop watching to laugh because if I hadn't I would've missed the show through the tears of laughter.

The parts of the show that fill me with happy are Gene Hunt's one liners and the 'male bonding'.

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Blokes I find hot but probably shouldn't (PIC!SPAM)

Above: Charley Boorman - Actor - Mainly known for riding around the world a few times on pretty bikes with Ewan Mcgregor - He is utterly, wonderfully charming and it drive me insane!!
Above: Julian Barratt from The Mighty Boosh, wonderfully shy in RL. It's the facial hair that does it for me.
Above: George Mason from 24 - Not sure of the Actor's name but I find him hawt.
Above: Alex Mahone (William Fitchner) - Prison Break - It's the violent agent thing.
Above: Tea Bag ( Robert Knepper) Okay so there's the murdering, the gay and the peodophillia not my normal type of man ('cept the ghey) so WHY?
Gene Hunt (Philip Glenister) Life on Mars - It's the violent authoritive police thing again. I see a pattern emerging.

He's being faceless in my house.

Fabian is here

Well almost. He's at the post office waiting for me to pick him up this eve *verily excited*. So far I have made him a scarf! Go me. He has two pairs of Marsh trousers on the way and about 5 pairs of shoes.

My dear mother is going to make him a shirt. Isn't she nice. I've got to go super market shopping to do straight after i pick him up. It's going to be agony leaving him in the car. Grr. The picture you see above is from when he arrived with Carol, at Angelesque. With no faceup he's pretty scary he will also have blue in his wig!

Yhey.

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